If it's not keeping you up nights then whats the point?

For some reason this morning I downloaded all the Taking Back Sunday albums
and sat around being emo and reminiscing on old times.

I miss it
heaps
me and Amy were inseperable
we did whatever we wanted
we were different
and we loved it.

Listening to it made me think of one photo in particular.
It took me so long to find it, shuffling through my hundreds of old photos on my computer.

sunburnt little kitties

"great romances of the 20th century"

these were amazing days
and I'll never forgetting them.
ever.

So I've been heavily neglecting my blog and attempting to neglect the internet
all attempts have failed
although my recents ventures into hibernation have paid off by me acing some of my tafe assignments
got my first ever 98% which ended up being a 15/15 of my year mark which i was pretty damn happy with
I'm trying to get my life together
and get motivated on growing up
this motivation has proved more than hard to find
its lurking in a dark cave somewhere and my flashlight is all out of batteries
never never land is all around me but i know i need to pull my socks up soon enough

all in all I'm proud of myself this year
I'm not being the best i can be
but i'm doing ok
he's still in my life
which is proving to be an issue
i've cut all the other shit people out
so if you read this
and we don't actually talk anymore
it's because i have an issue with you
not because i'm busy
i make time for those important to me
i make time to let them know i care
i make time to treat them how they deserve
and i have spent time treating you how you deserve
which is zilch from me


fucking tafe gets me god damn excited about life
what a bright bright future i have ahead of me
and those who doubt me
you'll see